A million shattered pieces.
Silence.
Stifled tears.
Broken smiles.
A tattered heart.
A million years.
Days, weeks, months,
blend into one.
Undisturbed sorrow.
Her tired eyes,
wait for when,
sleep will finally return to them.
Nightmares and demons,
don’t scare her now.
Not when reality,
is worse than her fears.
The veil drops over her glowing eyes,
light hidden beneath the darkest sunrise.
Waves hit her tattered soul,
as the truth slowly unfolds.
She holds her close,
as she twists the knife.
And she screams a scream so loud,
and she screams a silent scream.
And she screams a scream so filled with pain,
as she feels her heart slowly break away.
She lets her go,
this time forever,
while her wound still bleeds.
Another wound in a heart so broken,
another wound in a heart so numb.
The pain ceases to exist.
Running away from your heartless face,
I don't need your fake love,
nor your silly charade.
Look at what you've become!
A ghost from the past,
like an arrow through my heart,
just when I thought you were done with that.
Pricking me with needles,
you bled me dry of all my love for you.
And now you realize,
hoping that I'll change my mind.
And through your eyes I see,
a monster that is me.
Unloving and headstrong,
but you've gotten it all wrong.
Why don't I correct you then?
Because this is my punishment,
for this is your creation.
And this is your punishment,
that you forever live in oblivion.
In the darkness of the night,
when happiness dies,
Looking around with dead eyes,
she knows she's all alone.
Somewhere inside the shadows,
her love that gives her sorrow,
living with entangled emotions,
something inside her dies.
She knows now,
what she did not believe then,
he made her a fool,
for his lies she fell.
His eyes full of deceit,
that her heart could not see,
darkness was his shield,
and forever it concealed.
She turned away from him,
only to let him back in,
as he knew too well she would,
nothing but a little fool.
She gave him another chance,
he blew it in her face,
and with a devilish grin,
he set her hea
In the silence of the wind,
she whispers her secret.
And as the tear falls,
she watches it turn red.
For in her heart, she knows,
confessions must be made.
For in her mind, she knows,
this will be the end.
She smiles a sad smile,
and kisses the frail hand.
She turns and leaves,
and knows he will be gone.
And in the darkness of the morning,
she opens her eyes.
A scream caught inside,
as she bids goodbye.
Fire and sorrow,
sadness; then numb.
Each night is the same,
when no dream is born.
Blank eyes stare at the future,
dead, not a wish.
Silently, to the past,
they surrender.
Where the mind plays games,
and years seem like days.
When you were still here,
when there was beauty and laughter.
Time stands still,
that emptiness fills.
For when I look back,
I only see your smile.
A disguise,
darkness and shadows,
tears; withheld.
Sorrow and lies,
a promise,
a goodbye.
A heart but no beat,
a million emotions,
not one that another soul can see.
Hidden,
sheltered,
mostly forgotten.
Weak,
but strong,
in little measures.
Too soon,
too late,
lonely and lost.
Cold is the heart,
that has seen the truth.
A soul that knows,
the game is played by the book.
For love is a lie,
created to shelter.
A mirage that hides,
the most masterful deceiver.
As she closes her eyes,
waits for the kiss.
Slowly, unknowingly,
is written her death-wish.
A curse is cast,
on the wisest of men.
As he foolishly trusts,
and his wisdom thus ends.
For the thief comes,
in the most bewitching disguise.
As you fall for his device,
a crafted demise.
Unfortunate are those,
who never find love.
And yet more unfortunate,
the ones that love finds.
Cold is the heart,
that has seen the truth.
A soul that knows,
the game is played by the book.
For love is a lie,
created to shelter.
A mirage that hides,
the most masterful deceiver.
And she closes her eyes,
waits for the kiss.
Slowly, unknowingly,
is written her death-wish.
A curse is cast,
on the wisest of men.
As he foolishly trusts,
and his wisdom thus ends.
For the thief comes,
in the most bewitching disguise.
As you fall for his device,
a crafted demise.
Unfortunate are those,
who never find love.
And yet more unfortunate,
the ones that love finds.
Silence.
Tick-tock, ticketty-tock.
A second passes.
And another era.
I wait.
I'm still waiting.
And patiently,
I watch the hands run clockwise.
Back to the place that is now.
Reversing from the memories gone by.
Of the time I cherish,
things that make me sigh.
Knowing that things are changing,
anything else would be a lie.
Knowing the dangers my heart is facing,
dreading the sands of time.
Through my fingers it flows,
as I stare at the phone.
Feeling my fragile emotions go berserk.
Now I see through the lies.
Abandoned.
Alone.
Lonely.
Finally, as my fingers go numb.
The sand has reached it's destination.
A million shattered pieces.
Silence.
Stifled tears.
Broken smiles.
A tattered heart.
A million years.
Days, weeks, months,
blend into one.
Undisturbed sorrow.
Her tired eyes,
wait for when,
sleep will finally return to them.
Nightmares and demons,
don’t scare her now.
Not when reality,
is worse than her fears.
The veil drops over her glowing eyes,
light hidden beneath the darkest sunrise.
Waves hit her tattered soul,
as the truth slowly unfolds.
She holds her close,
as she twists the knife.
And she screams a scream so loud,
and she screams a silent scream.
And she screams a scream so filled with pain,
as she feels her heart slowly break away.
She lets her go,
this time forever,
while her wound still bleeds.
Another wound in a heart so broken,
another wound in a heart so numb.
The pain ceases to exist.
Running away from your heartless face,
I don't need your fake love,
nor your silly charade.
Look at what you've become!
A ghost from the past,
like an arrow through my heart,
just when I thought you were done with that.
Pricking me with needles,
you bled me dry of all my love for you.
And now you realize,
hoping that I'll change my mind.
And through your eyes I see,
a monster that is me.
Unloving and headstrong,
but you've gotten it all wrong.
Why don't I correct you then?
Because this is my punishment,
for this is your creation.
And this is your punishment,
that you forever live in oblivion.
In the darkness of the night,
when happiness dies,
Looking around with dead eyes,
she knows she's all alone.
Somewhere inside the shadows,
her love that gives her sorrow,
living with entangled emotions,
something inside her dies.
She knows now,
what she did not believe then,
he made her a fool,
for his lies she fell.
His eyes full of deceit,
that her heart could not see,
darkness was his shield,
and forever it concealed.
She turned away from him,
only to let him back in,
as he knew too well she would,
nothing but a little fool.
She gave him another chance,
he blew it in her face,
and with a devilish grin,
he set her hea
In the silence of the wind,
she whispers her secret.
And as the tear falls,
she watches it turn red.
For in her heart, she knows,
confessions must be made.
For in her mind, she knows,
this will be the end.
She smiles a sad smile,
and kisses the frail hand.
She turns and leaves,
and knows he will be gone.
And in the darkness of the morning,
she opens her eyes.
A scream caught inside,
as she bids goodbye.
Fire and sorrow,
sadness; then numb.
Each night is the same,
when no dream is born.
Blank eyes stare at the future,
dead, not a wish.
Silently, to the past,
they surrender.
Where the mind plays games,
and years seem like days.
When you were still here,
when there was beauty and laughter.
Time stands still,
that emptiness fills.
For when I look back,
I only see your smile.
A disguise,
darkness and shadows,
tears; withheld.
Sorrow and lies,
a promise,
a goodbye.
A heart but no beat,
a million emotions,
not one that another soul can see.
Hidden,
sheltered,
mostly forgotten.
Weak,
but strong,
in little measures.
Too soon,
too late,
lonely and lost.
Cold is the heart,
that has seen the truth.
A soul that knows,
the game is played by the book.
For love is a lie,
created to shelter.
A mirage that hides,
the most masterful deceiver.
And she closes her eyes,
waits for the kiss.
Slowly, unknowingly,
is written her death-wish.
A curse is cast,
on the wisest of men.
As he foolishly trusts,
and his wisdom thus ends.
For the thief comes,
in the most bewitching disguise.
As you fall for his device,
a crafted demise.
Unfortunate are those,
who never find love.
And yet more unfortunate,
the ones that love finds.
Cold is the heart,
that has seen the truth.
A soul that knows,
the game is played by the book.
For love is a lie,
created to shelter.
A mirage that hides,
the most masterful deceiver.
As she closes her eyes,
waits for the kiss.
Slowly, unknowingly,
is written her death-wish.
A curse is cast,
on the wisest of men.
As he foolishly trusts,
and his wisdom thus ends.
For the thief comes,
in the most bewitching disguise.
As you fall for his device,
a crafted demise.
Unfortunate are those,
who never find love.
And yet more unfortunate,
the ones that love finds.
Silence.
Tick-tock, ticketty-tock.
A second passes.
And another era.
I wait.
I'm still waiting.
And patiently,
I watch the hands run clockwise.
Back to the place that is now.
Reversing from the memories gone by.
Of the time I cherish,
things that make me sigh.
Knowing that things are changing,
anything else would be a lie.
Knowing the dangers my heart is facing,
dreading the sands of time.
Through my fingers it flows,
as I stare at the phone.
Feeling my fragile emotions go berserk.
Now I see through the lies.
Abandoned.
Alone.
Lonely.
Finally, as my fingers go numb.
The sand has reached it's destination.
The Crows of Mumbai
November 2008
The crows tell the story
as the story is told of that day
this way honest as a bone
in the throat
Was everything not just as it was
when, perched in tulip trees
above the street and skipping
from curb to fence, we bawled
our warnings to warn you?
Dark from the sea,
The Unwelcome returns,
we screamed Hear
how you must run
to the shrine of Mumba Devi,
deal her garlands of jasmine
and pink lotus, lay them
at her feet. Were we not crying
all we knew? Hotels will burn;
bodies fall. Do not leave
your room open your door
to no one. And when
your bodies, bloated
burnt, lay down at ou
It was my fairytale,
my dream,
my pretty lie,
my illusion,
One kiss,
One touch,
One moment,
I was yours,
Were you mine?
It was my fairytale,
My dream,
My pretty lie,
My illusion,
I was spinning,
We were dancing,
We were laughing,
We were caught,
In this moment,
In this dream,
It was my fairytale,
My dream,
My pretty lie,
My illusion,
We were in love,
We were happy,
But it didn't last,
Within a heartbeat,
You were gone,
Now I'm trapped in fairytale,
why don't i get a happy ending
It was my fairytale,
My dream,
My pretty lie,
My illusion,
An air of grace,
A gentle touch,
So deadly,
Saphire eyes,
framed by dark spirals,
Her voice,
A whisper,
Above the noise,
people follow,
In her wake,
The regal bearing,
Befitting of a queen,
Her dress,
A simple white Silouhette,
Bound by honour,
Duty before love,
She is mine,
But we can never be,
Our love a forbiddion fruit,
I've seen you before... by TheLulustarz, literature
Literature
I've seen you before...
Lady in the mirror
Can you take my horror?
Frustration
Humilition
Lady in the mirror,
Can't you see my horror?!
Confustion
Self- Mutaltion
Lady you got the key
Now give back my sanity
Lady in the mirror
You of know my horror,
can't you take my place?
Cause we both know, you got my face
Lady in the mirror
your such a horror.
The Dance Of The Moth by OctoberAzriel, literature
Literature
The Dance Of The Moth
Few have ever witnessed the dancing of the moth
When he flits across the ceiling in the night
A most magical scene as he dances back and forth
And he's never lacking elegance in flight
As he swoops and twirls to a song all his own
A song, of which, us humans will never hear
And at first glance he appears to dance alone
A closer look reveals that something's there
Once he had a partner he loved with all his heart
And when she passed she left a piece behind
For their souls could not bear to ever have to part
So she left her shadow there for him to find
For this serenade's designed not for one but two
It's a tribute for the lovers o
I always thought we'd grow old together.
Facing each new day.
But now, in the tears that fall upon my face.
Your memory fades away.
We walked with our problems in silence.
Dawn falling into dusk.
Leafs collecting at our cold and tired feet.
Along with what grieved us.
In my bedroom, surrounded by empty walls.
I want to scream and shout.
My mouth opens, but the tortured words...
Just won't come out.
You! This man I began to love.
Got lost for a "Nothing".
Everything we'd built, destroyed.
Over one careless fling.
Used to think I was so lucky.
I had it all.
Nothing unknown is knowable, so depressed.
You just watched me fall.
Cold is the heart,
that has seen the truth.
A soul that knows,
the game is played by the book.
For love is a lie,
created to shelter.
A mirage that hides,
the most masterful deceiver.
As she closes her eyes,
waits for the kiss.
Slowly, unknowingly,
is written her death-wish.
A curse is cast,
on the wisest of men.
As he foolishly trusts,
and his wisdom thus ends.
For the thief comes,
in the most bewitching disguise.
As you fall for his device,
a crafted demise.
Unfortunate are those,
who never find love.
And yet more unfortunate,
the ones that love finds.
Close your eyes,
feel me within.
Open them now,
and feel the wind.
Your dreams must be bizarre;
but mine isn't.
Mine's a life,
a sigh hidden.
Mine's a reality,
that's hard to face;
because it's still a hope,
it's meant to break.
It's a muddled puzzle,
an Angel's song;
the strange, dark night,
a fairy-tale gone wrong.
And yet in all it's sadness,
it has a never-seen beauty.
My dream fulfills me,
holds me with dignity.
It's a deceptive mirage,
coyly it beckons me,
into it's beautiful mysteries,
which leave me lonely.
Then you wonder,
why do I hold on?
It's just a dream,
then why go on?
But I smile at you,
and let yo
It's a happy place. <3
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